Monday, May 18, 2009,
ARGH! the homework load is getting too much to bear...
What's wrong?!
Been cutting down on computer games
But the time spent on the com has increased :P
Been eating faster
(to cut down on time spent on eating for studying)
But also been eating more frequent :P even junking at night :x GOSH!
Been a long time since I last took aftnn naps..
But that doesn't include slping in aftnn lectures and tutorials ><"
Been sleeping a lot ltr than usual to complete the homework (let alone study)
But practically stone and dream most of the time away -.-"
Been canceling most of my appointments, dates and group-study session..
But end up finding myself at somewhere else instead..
Been blogging alot lesser
(since each of these posts consumes an hr+ of my life..
DONT ASK ME WHY.. I do not hav any idea as well LOL)
But thats mostly due to procrastination lah haha..
I'll be at onemanga/facebook/anime-sites/photo galleries etc etc.
[Reflection process - - - - - - Complete!]
AHHHHHHHHHHH HAAAAAAAAAAA... SO THAT'S THE PROBLEM!!
Actually Ive always known abt this..
However, the reluctance to change is hard to overcome..
It's been building up.. feasting and feasting inside me..
so much so that its mass is like infinite..
Where can I find a force LARGE enough to push it?
Newton's 1st law states that :
"An object at rest tends to stay at rest and an object in motion tends to stay in motion with the same speed and in the same direction unless acted upon by an unbalanced force."
Objects tend to keep on doing what they're doing."
In fact, it is the natural tendency of objects to resist changes in their state of motion.
Same thing applies to these negative habits stored in me.
Through it all,, I'm glad that Ive got family and friends who really Care.
Taking up the responsibility to constantly keep a look out on me,
poke and nudge me to stop slacking and playing etc.
helping me with any problems (studies or not)
Is a simple "Thank you" enough to express my gratitude?
I want to repay ur kindness with something..
Anything! thats worthy or more than wht u've given to me..
Thoughts..
Thoughts without actions are meaningless..
Reality is harsh..
How can one..
conquer the oceans with a poor sailboat?
What more can you do.....
but dream?
Jordin Sparks - One Step At A Time
Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch
[Bridge]
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take
[Chorus]
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
[Verse 2]
You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew
[Bridge]
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take
[Chorus]
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
[Verse 3]
When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
When you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time
[Chorus]
Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
-zzz the fonts in this post is screwed
10:28 PM