Tuesday, January 31, 2012,
Oh my, I couldn't even keep up with my resolution in this subsequent post. Shan't give the excuse of travelling to Kukup nor OT-ing in the Army. However, the debts of sleep taxed on my body is starting to overwhelm me. It's frustrating to be on the verge of falling (ill), yet recover.. juust enough to survive the next moment. As though drowning and gasping for breath, with your will, like a hand, pulling ur hair to keep you afloat. I guess it's what my boss mentioned about the urge to fulfill your responsibilities, probably driven by passion, determination or even pride.
Ugh, my head is brainwashed by army stuff now.. I even dreamt about it last night. -.-" I honestly suspect it's something to do with the chicken they feed us. In every meal of every day, there a chunk of chicken would lay, mass cooked in every way. And it has become part of my staple diet. Our dear matured elders always say 'chi yan bi ni chi fan duo'. Likewise, NSFs can proudly boast to their female friends 'wo chi ji bi ni chi ya duo'.
Okay, that was a dirty pun.. but 'like if you get it'!
haha.. that's like thE most popular phase in facebook and youtube nowadays. Shows how much people crave for others attention eh?
Anyway, congrats to Zheng Yang for being the first to discover this joyous revival. I'm astonished at how fast it took him to find out, let's see who else will come visit..
After that rather obvious fb declaration, I'm guessing more would come very soon..
so much for being top-secret secret. -.-" :P
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1:44 PM
Thursday, January 26, 2012,
Ah yes.. If anyone of you have been following my twitter, this is the top-secret secret folder I was talking about. Most of these secrets are locked away from the public's visibility though. In any case, the sudden urge to revive this blog from it's vegetable state was primarily because the 140 characters in ea twit isn't enough to capacitate my abundant thoughts.
This is a probably thE best way to lubricate my mental gears. How long have I last worked my brain, How long have I last channeled those thoughts into action, How long have I last persevered through those actions in order to watch it bear fruits And seeds..?
There's a guy I met at NLP who once told me that 80% of the key to success is to first take action. Which is very true, one of the essential quality of a leader is being proactive. Whether you chose to be a dominant leader or a servant leader, it is through taking initiative that really makes you shine.
hmm this year's resolution for MEEpoks shall be to keep up at least a fortnightly post. And then that shall be the indication to do mentoring. A personal struggle, yet a potential breakthrough.
Looking back at the immediate last post, it's the time for Novices tourny again. I kinda miss fencing.. my teammates.. my friends.. I never forget my promises, the promise we made to coach to form the CJFencing Alumni. But ever since I walked out on the team the distance between us grew too far and daunting. The days I dream we could reconcile once agn, the days I pray once more..
Labels: Slices of Life
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