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Thursday, February 23, 2012,


The listening ear, is always careful to hear and wary to speak. Words would flow through it day in and day out, sometimes you may wonder where all the information is being stored, or is it being stored at all? People seek not of it's advice, but a mindless debate or better still, a mirror of their thoughts. Wouldn't it be better to just shut it's trap..? Metaphorically, it's merely an emotional dumping ground. A pathetic role, yet so important to those who use it. A slave for a master.

Time and time agn I find myself being the listening ear. I'm probably one of God's perfect model to showcase his creation formula of the human sensory organs, by which 2 unit of information input generates 1 unit of output speech . I'd usually provide the best advice I could or speak none at all. Why bother wasting your breath on something that isn't beneficial; unless (of course) a sick joke. Moreover, what you say reflects what you think, unfiltered garbage thoughts will sewage bullshit/crap. SO then why ain't my friends taking me seriously? Months later when they return for another 'counselling session' for their regrets and mistakes, imagine the frustration when you learn that your advice was being tossed aside and could have made a difference in these miserable lives.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm really helping at all. The art of changing the mind, starts from self-enlightenment. 'IF you can steal an idea, why can't you plant one there instead? The seed that we plant in this man's mind may change everything', as quoted from my fav movie Inception. In society today, what makes a person successful isn't talents or skills, opportunities or gifts, passion or knowledge, but the ability to manipulate and influence people.

Sounds like an obsessed super-villan.

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11:59 PM

Monday, February 20, 2012,

Oh yes, Thank God I finally achieved my first ribbon for TM.

I'll dump the entire speech here soon.. got other urgent things on hand.

ciaos

12:15 AM

Wednesday, February 15, 2012,

Murphy's law is an adage or epigram that is typically stated as: "Anything that can go wrong will go wrong".

It seems as though the sms that I hoped to receive a reply just won't come. Karma? Or maybe my way of replying such msges are out of trend? HAH. I dunno.. It's vexing. tsk!

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11:48 PM

Tuesday, February 14, 2012,



Valentines day.

I dreamt of her agn.
This time she had curls and blue eyes.
The set was in the 60s.
We were European missionary students
studying hard and taking baby steps to our goal.
Then it was time.
I had to leave her.
I was going to China with this person who needed my help.
He was an artist.
He painted a portrait of me,
then of both of us.
The forecast of the sky was Sunset
Her curls were outlined and shimmered in the fallen light.
I had to leave her.
I had to leave here.

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6:58 AM

Monday, February 13, 2012,

Set your standards to the world.
Compared to your friends, you might have a good set of skills.
That doesn't mean you can gloat or slack.
Take a look around you.
Look at how much better other people are.
Can you really consider yourself to be a pro?
So humble yourself and never be afraid to chase perfection.
Because just a tiny flaw, you won't even be considered entry to heaven


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5:09 PM

Saturday, February 11, 2012,



Happy Birthday to me!

Are Birthdays what goes to show how important you are to a person?
Then, it might seem that those whom I perceive close, aint treating me as impt at all.. :(

I used to think that celebrating with the ones you really love is the best gift one could give. Hence, the people closest to me seldom receive any presents on their birthday. What I'd wish for before the candles, aint materialistic wealth, but intangible gifts and to be loved by God and special someones.

False hopes and unsound wishes.
Wisdom and truth always worked against me.

But I'm thankful to have completed another decade of my life. The last moments of my Birthday, I'd prayed and reflected on my life.

"Experience is not what happens to you: is what you do with what happens to you"

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11:48 PM

Wednesday, February 8, 2012,


Everyone wants world peace, but how will everyone come to a compromise to fulfill this dream?

Contrast: One who seeks peace by staying away from all sorts of conflict, occasionally tackles the conflict by attempting treaties. and Another, the warrior of peace, fighting and sacrificing the harmony of the present to fabricate an ideal destiny..

I find both ways absurdly foolish. The former is no different from an ostrich burying it's head in the sand. The theory of light that states that 'if I can't see you, neither can you see me', somehow does not apply given that the entire being isn't merely made of just the eyes.
and the latter is nothing but an oxymoron..

Whether the peace that is being sought is world peace, or simply personal peace of mind, what makes people incapable of understanding that fighting for anything merely escalates the conditions for war and dissention?

Many still are under the false belief that they must *fight* to attain the things they want in life. For them, "fighting for peace" is not at all figurative, but quite literal. And unfortunately for all of us, this kind of thinking is what keeps this planet in a perpetual state of aggression, struggle and conflict. Yet, man is not born this way; fearfulness is *learned* and the response of one who fears is often that everything "out there" is a threat to be overcome through some kind of force and coercion. I'm here to point out that love, kindness, and respect work a whole lot better.

SO then why is it difficult to grasp this reasoning? Has the community and culture lost it's virtues and morals?

I suppose the core of the issue centres around what is meant by "peace". If peace is simply the absence of overt conflict, then fighting to destroy the enemy is probably logically consistent with that concept. It is unpalatable, cruel and hateful, but that may explain at least some of the rationale behind the mindless violence out there.
However, if by "peace", you mean a mutually supportive coexistence where differences are meaningless and social cohesion is the goal, then fighting is senseless.

People killing, people dying
Children hurtin', hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Or would you turn the other cheek
Father father father father
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questioning
Where is the love?

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12:09 AM