Kenneth is damn FRIGGIN PISSED with those
AYG FAGTARDS
Why?
Cause when i opened my Email..
I saw this:
I would like to inform you that out of the 33 people, only 23 people have been selected because the rest of them are too young and we are unable to allocate them to any roles/positions.
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We apologise to the rest of 11 people...and let me check with SYOG OG-on whether they will accept young volunteers like your age? (Alan, Executive, SYOG OC Volunteer Management), can you advise me on the acceptable age range of YOG volunteers)..and if your age is acceptable, may I put you in the YOG volunteer list which now I am recruiting in May09?
But.. WE'RE GIVEN THIS CHANCE TO PARTICIPATE IN YOG INSTEAD!!
Hw ironic..
Let's see wht u gotta say..
This is because most probably, you'll will stand a chance to be appointed by the SYOG OC to be the 2010 SYOG voluneteer leader because you'll will acquire valuable AYG volunteer experience in 2009?
Yeah right.. Nw Im not even helping in AYG lah!!
Cfm in e end gimme all those shitty saikang job if a volunteer again..
Fag..
U think i so thickskin ah..
U think i so friggin despo to help meh?
I can live without this "WONDERFUL" experience and AWESOME record..
U can keep ur RIDICULOUS certificate..
Singapore will host the very first Youth Olympic Games (YOG) in 14-26 Aug 2010! And as a result, the Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organizing Committee (SYOG OC) will need 20,000 volunteers for this event.
20k volunteers.. why the heck would u need 20k Volunteers for?
Wanna us be every single participant's personal butler ah?
(can u cfm this? can u cfm that? where is this why is that?)
"You think so easy to coordinate ah? You try lah?"
Yeah!! HELL I WOULD!!
AND I'LL SHOW U NO MATTER WHT.. EVEN A PURE SLACKING 17-YEAROLD STUDENT CAN DO iT MUCH BETTER THAN YOU!
But NO!!! U Fatuous Stubborn Fagtard wouldnt let go of ur Pride and Ego and let me take over..
Foolish Incompetent Noob..
Ok.. U might think im making a Mountain out of a molehill..
But for someone who has been rushing around between lessons, missing breaks..
Just to submit a last min given application form..
SO enthu that he went to research on the whole AYG event..
every location.. every sport.. most noticiable characters of each event..
JUST SO HE IS WELL PREPARED FOR ANY TESTS OR INTERVIEW..
SO THAT HE CAN GET A PLACE IN VOLUNTEERING IN THE AYG.
It is no joke..
Shyte.. Wht a fool I am to waste all the time..
Not knowing that whtever Ive prepared against any enemy attack..
is all useless..
Because the real enemy..
Is the ally who stabbed me in the back.
That's not the only triggering factor..
Frankly speaking..
Im a person who HATES! HATES! HATES! HATES!
to do things that would not yield the optimal results..
and if I start.. I must GET..
That's the way of the Perfectionist. (IMO that is)
and
That's also why I'm a "slacker"..
I'm a demanding person..
I'm somebody who demands perfection in all things,
esp in my own work
I dun go or do things which I dun see a Bright future in..
No matter how challenging the road to success might be..
No matter how many times I fall..
No matter how dim the light at the end of the cave..
I will do it..
If I cant do it.. I Won't do it..
Or just work to a level whre u reap the most harvest..
I'm not just talking abt harvesting the main crops..
but harvesting the ending result.
Take for example..
MrsTomato grows tomatoes to sell for money..
What's the money for?
"To buy more seeds! To buy better equips!"
Nonsense!
The ultimate aim is not harvesting more tomatoes to earn more money,,
but use the money to gain happiness and personal pleasures.
SO.. will you work to ur death to harvest more crops?
For more money.. For more happiness?
NO! There are so many other ways to get happiness..
Why not spend the time on the fields, on ur family instead?
Get my point?
Similarly.. Why bother studying or working so much nw?
As a teenager..
the optimal happiness growth is through play..
Going out with friends.. etc etc.
Not work.. Not studyin..
Study only when the you see that the potential growth of happiness through investing in studying/working
increases to a point beyond games and hang outs..
Surely u wouldn't excel THAT much accademically..
But ultimately, looking back into the past..
Your life is filled with more love.. more happiness.. more friends
than those mugging geeks (merely quoting a typical stereotype)
For people who enjoys other things in life..
Whatever it is..
DO! wht u think U'll get the MOST happiness out of.
(Thats if happiness is your ulimate goal in life..)
It changes frm ppl to ppl..
Anyways..
Don't let this post affect you too much..
Im not asking for apology or consolation.
this post is just to vent my temporal anger..
No offense to anyone.. (Though I think I sounded Murderous)
Many depressing things happened today..
Rejections, Dissapointments, Let-downs, Failure..
(All of which i dun wish to talk abt..)
But Do not worry!
The Jovial Kenneth will be back!! (soon i hope?)
Hmm.. come to think of it..
I've rarely released this side of me..
Sure this is a treat for some of ya'll haha..
Wrath is something really difficult to surpress..
Pls Pray for me..
that I may be able to control my anger before the sun goes down.. :)
[1.13am , May 12 09]
Ok.. Actually come to think of it..
It wasnt really his fault lah..
This poor guy was just doing hes job by relaying the msg frm AYG HQ
Den in e end kena Verbal-Whipped by me..
Sorry Dude..
Ive also edited this post..
so It might seem a lil less impactful or kinda messy..
Anyways, Thanks Edmund for clearing my Fog of Hatred :D
May Peace be with all of you :D