Wednesday, June 13, 2012,
Been a while since I last came back here. And usually when I make such a sudden comeback, means I'm yet again zuzgwang-ed.
Prior to this my sister had also unleashed her wrath which now I'd fueled it further. Logically speaking, if two individuals could unintentionally derive a certain conclusion, there is definitely something to it.
It might have been harsh on my part, but somehow in the moment of heated debate, things happen. My 'tamed' tongue has finally revolted against it's master-mind, and spewed spikes channeled from the already corrupted heart.
You've always gotten my respect. Yet this time, you fell short of my expectations. I thought you always seem to be the most discerning at judging our character and motives. How is it possible you couldn't see that gasping loneliness in my heart. IF you had
ever recalled our previous counselling sessions, then you would have noticed the common root of the problem. Hints much?
I must admit it is true that I don't tell people things. In fact, I think
NOBODY ever knows what I'm doing. I try to tell, but they just wouldn't provide a satisfactory solution. (so why bother?) I thought perhaps they couldn't relate because they didn't participate in what I was doing. SO I began to show them bit by bit about the different aspect of my life. Something they didn't even expect I would do. However, no one really appreciates or see the big picture I had in mind.
Then some might argue that I just tell them the big picture lahh! Now I understand why God doesn't want to just reveal everything to men. He does! His creation is all around us. However, he is only revealed to those who seek him first. And only in his presence will they truly understand him.
Oh and another thing, no matter how it appears on the outside. A man's pride and ego DEFINITELY has it's priority in every men. 'Talk about the problems first, den we'll look into the solution..?'
Haix.. women -.-"Labels: Blog
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