My dear Beloved bp,

This is my first letter to you. Sadly, it's also the last. I've already lost count how long we've been together. WHY? Why did you leave without saying goodbye. No matter where you are, I'm sure u can hear my screams of sorrow.

You kept my memories, without you I couldn't dream anymore. I lay in bed at night, staring blankly into space.

You have no idea how much I missed you! My arms missed holding you. My eyes missed your smile. I missed your smell. Missed snuggling close to you under the blanket in a cold rainy day.
Missed your company when we watched movies at home. Missed telling you those silly dé·jà vu that you claimed to foresee. Missed your comforting arms around me when I cry. Missed the soft spot on toe I love to take advantage of. Missed sliding my arms under ur back in the middle of the night. I missed you.

In one's moment of grief, sometimes it is difficult to come up with appropriate words to say.
There will always be a place in my heart that you'll be fondly, fondly remembered. But now it's time for me to seek my own future.

With all my love,
Kenneth T
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What are memories?
Biogically explained: Scientists have found that memories involve many regions of the brain that work together. First, information is acquired from our senses and these information is processed and finally it is "stored" as a memory.Long story short, memories are the stimulation of information stored in the connections between neurons.

That's why first impression counts I guess?
Once you are associated with something, you'd be bounded and clumped to that particular neuron connection.
For example, if I see someone dig his nose -> memory pathway established -> links eww disgusting fella!
But changing this first impression is not impossible. and might not be as difficult as everyone think it is.
hmm..
What's the first thing that comes to your mind when you hear the word 'RED'?
I thought of blue.. (I think red in my brain is registered under the colour-neuron, since I was first exposed to this word when I was taught colours by mumzie..)
Then.. what's the first thing that comes to your mind when you hear the word "BALLS"?
Such an innocent word.. yet you think of..

Certain things does trigger certain memories.
Recently, I've been chancing upon many 11:11s.
Someone once told me that when you unexpectedly see 11:11,
it means someone is missing you.
But when i do see them, I do not wonder who could be missing me.
Instead, it makes me think about that person.
What's she doing now? *listing out possiblilties* ...
(O.O!)
Could she be missing me too?

Hey! don't 想歪歪 ah!!

Memories are one of the many wonderful gifts God has given to us. *Praise!*

Labels: Philosophy, Slices of Life